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There is no beginning to this story. Or rather, there is, but it belongs to a person who no longer exists, and the person who replaced him sees no reason to disturb the grave.

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What can be said is this. A boy left home in his early teens. The reasons are his own — preserved in a silence he has no intention of breaking. His sisters scattered like seeds from the same dead flower. He forged south — along the Welsh coast. Past the places where the land pretends it isn’t ending until the land stops pretending altogether. He arrived in Swansea with nothing of value save a voracious vocabulary and a zeal for probing others.

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Film being one of his only refuges as a child, he thought it proper to pursue custodial duties at a small theatre not far from the waterfront — one of those venerable coastal venues still whispering about the luminaries it once seasoned — the same way a harbour pub yammers about the ships that once moored there. He swept stages. He polished corridors. An elder colleague — a generous and solitary gentleman who wore more hats than any single neck should ever bear — let him sleep in a storage room he kept a few blocks away.

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In a word, Nathanial was insufferable. He wanted to know how everything worked and expected people on a schedule to stop and explain themselves. How the lights were rigged and why. How blocking was decided and by whom. Why this line landed and that one didn’t. He asked until people gradually hid from him. The message could not have been clearer. It was time to stop asking and start watching. The most useful note he ever received was broadcasted in universal silence.

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Nevertheless. The theatre was his university. His tuition was the sticky floor. In his off time, he consumed scripts the way a clockmaker consumes clocks — not for the time they tell but for the tension in the spring. He found older people in the business more receptive to his prodding, and willing to illuminate what he couldn’t disassemble on his own. He listened voraciously. He noticed that if he listened long enough, without interrupting, most of the searing questions in his head would be answered.

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Enter Natalie.

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It was an ordinary night. Nathanial was prepping the stage — by this point it was nearly automatic — when Natalie walked in. Another young runaway. Another poor snob whose name began with N. She was both patrician and penniless — a combination that should not produce functional human beings, yet occasionally produces extraordinary ones. When she spoke, he heard a received pronunciation with a precision he had been trying to teach himself for months. He said Offret. She said Touché. They have been quibbling about Tarkovsky’s coverage footage ever since.

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She took a position behind the counter. He mostly kept pushing brooms and asking questions. Together — from a storage room and a ticket booth — they commenced an education that would carry them across the world.

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They budgeted for two shared subscriptions. One for spoken word. One for moving pictures. The audiobooks never stopped. Hundreds of them. Books by actors, directors, producers, coaches, cinematographers, screenwriters, sound designers — consumed with the constancy and compulsion most couples reserve for registering grievances with one another. They studied scripts. They watched everything. They dissected everything they watched. They walked the Swansea waterfront at dusk eating crisps and joking in movie quotes.

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Natalie reaches for another crisp only to find the bag empty.

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NATHANIAL
“They’re all gone. Every last one of them.”

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NATALIE
“Once again, things that could have been brought to my attention YESTERDAY!”

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It was the best of times, it was the blurst of times.

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Their feet soon began to itch. They both felt they had exhausted the theatre and yearned to move on. They scraped together just enough to get out, but not quite enough to plan on going anywhere in particular. They left with a direction rather than a destination — FORWARD.

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What followed was several years of apprenticeship in the machinery of cinema, conducted across three continents in no particular order. They would often just show up on movie sets and asked if anyone needed help with anything. They promptly learned that everyone on every film set needs help with everything — and if one were willing to do any job big or small and aimed to please, and bore a positive demeanour, there was always work to be found. The pair went on to find work as gofers, production assistants, camera operators, lighting technicians, boom mic operators, clapper loaders, and laundry personnel — whatever was needed, wherever it was needed. They couldn’t believe how hard it was for film makers to find willing people with a can-do-attitude. In Bollywood they acted. In Japan and Hong Kong they crewed and did extra work. In the Caribbean they performed aboard cruise ships — a Sonny and Cher act, of all blessed things — because the sea pays well and the stage is the stage whether it is floating or not.

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On one occasion the two were asked to jump in and direct a production already in progress at short notice — because the actual director was going to be detained for a couple of days by the authorities as a witness to a crime. This proved especially interesting given that said director had been the sole fluent English speaker on set. Nathanial attempted to direct through an absurd array of one word sentences, goodwill, and what can only be described as aggressive mime gesticulations. Natalie kept the overwhelmed and sweaty AD in good cheer with her own brand of slapstick. A couple days later, the real director came back and the production completed on schedule. No extra studio days needed. The young couple gladly took their bonus money, but never tried to make a mess out of the opening credits. The director was over the moon they didn’t ask for points.

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Whenever the pair appeared on camera, they took the cash and not the credit. Their faces exist in footage across three continents — always uncredited or with local sounding pseudonyms. This was not a strategy developed after the fact. It was a conviction held from the storage room onward — they wanted their work to be encountered on its own terms, uncontaminated by the faces, names or reputations of the people who made it. They are not recluses. They simply do not exist where existence is performed. They prefer the actual theatre. It has better lighting.

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They ultimately found their way to the USA. They built a home. A garden. A library in steady expansion. A room where films look and sound the way they are supposed to. A dog of considerable character.

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Nathanial began to write.

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Over the years, he had worked or assisted in nearly every position along the production chain. He now understood what most every practitioner downstream of a screenplay needs because he had swept their stages, loaded their cameras, dressed their sets, and performed their scenes. His scripts are built for every reader at once — the director sees the canvas, the actor sees the character, the producer sees the budget. This is not generosity. It is engineering.

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Natalie remains his first reader and his most exacting critic. Her judgement is the first gate. Nothing passes that she does not open.

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Nathanial does not seek representation. He does not seek glory. He does not perform his existence for the consumption of strangers. He writes for himself and the people behind the scenes and in the scenes with just as much gusto as he does for the audiences watching. He trades value for money — the art is valuable, yes, but more valuable still, are the headaches his scripts erase for everyone onboard the production. Enough struggle is baked into the pursuit of art without having to deal with the paltry minutiae of diurnal slogs.

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Nathanial Quinn can be reached through Arroyo Studios.
nq@arroyostudios.io

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